Why??

Today blogging is essential. I have had a shit day. Its quite high up on the shit scale to be honest.

Am i too nice?? Depends on your opinion but i'm starting to think i am just a walk over. I don't like being a walk over but i don't like being horrible to people either. Thats my problem. I take people at face value and don't listen to what people say about them. Then today the one person who i wouldn't expect to say something horrible to me did. She was telling me what someone else said about my appearance which is rich coming from her. As if i wasn't self concious enough and know this adds to my pressure to look "beautiful". I don't understand. Did she go out of her way to hurt me? Is she telling the truth?? I'll find out.

And then i got my history and my drama marks back and i don't know what i can do to get them better because i need to do better in my exams to improve from my ABBBCF to at least AAAA. It's not going to happen i don't think anyway.

Times like these i feel like giving up and then i laugh at myself because i know i'm just weak...