What if...?

I had an amazing conversation with my mum last night about my views on religion and moral issues and it made me realise where i stand even more.
For some this may be shocking, for others not but i do believe there is a God however sometimes it make me frown when i think of organised religion and the hypocrisy of it all.
I believe there is a God and in Christian themed ideas. However i do not believe that religion should dictate to me what is right and wrong. I need to make my own mistakes and come to own conclusions on certain issues. Because to be honest i don't really agree with everything the church believes in.

How can any have absolute morality against an issue? Maybe they are stronger than me but i want to be able to say i based my opinions on what is true to my heart and not what someone told me to do...

4th of December

In the run up to christmas i thought i would blog more regularly.
21 days till the big day and i am rather excited!
Had Special Unit concert with the wind band and it was great fun. I love to see how much joy is brought to people through music. A couple of nights ago with a choir from the school we visited a local old folks home and i was amazed at what a buzz i got from speaking to the elderly residents. There were these three ladies who struck a chord with me... they felt like the grannies i've always wanted but never had. I'm not used to that influence in my life any more but now i know how much i am missing out on. And that i want to fill my life as much as possible...
Parents evening last night which went suprisingly well :)

Quote of the day: God Bless Neville Chamberlain

And breaking news Magdalena is a lesbian( you'll only understand if you know her) :P
She is a ledge.

What am i like...

The future... that misty area that seems so far away and its not :(
In 5th year now and i've probably gone through every job in the book. Just to mention a few lawyer, actress, speech therapist, nurse, journalist etc...
Now i think i will just sleep my life away under the covers of my bed!
I mean how do you expect Lynsey, the girl who can't chose what she wants for dinner to decide on what she wants to do for the rest of her life.
This is the ideal situation i suppose...
To be a part time author/actress
Work voluntarily with the elderly
Do musical theatre
Make speeches

So if you know a job that fits this description get in touch...