What if...?

I had an amazing conversation with my mum last night about my views on religion and moral issues and it made me realise where i stand even more.
For some this may be shocking, for others not but i do believe there is a God however sometimes it make me frown when i think of organised religion and the hypocrisy of it all.
I believe there is a God and in Christian themed ideas. However i do not believe that religion should dictate to me what is right and wrong. I need to make my own mistakes and come to own conclusions on certain issues. Because to be honest i don't really agree with everything the church believes in.

How can any have absolute morality against an issue? Maybe they are stronger than me but i want to be able to say i based my opinions on what is true to my heart and not what someone told me to do...