Fitting In

I've always found it harder than anyone else to make friends. Since the beginning. My sister can walk up to anyone and hold a conversation. Even though i may come across as confident and loud... i'm quite shy to start with.

So why is this important? Because i now feel like i finally have the best friends in the world and maybe these ones will hold onto the end unlike the others.

Sometimes i used to feel that maybe it was me that was the problem. Maybe it was my fault and i pushed people away. So i changed and became the fake Lynsey and it didn't make any difference. I always picked up the kind of people who would use me and then leave me because i aimed for the wrong kind of people.

And then i found my friends who i could be me in front of. And they weren't going to judge me for who i was. I could be crazy and do stupid things and they wouldn't think i was a freak.

We laugh about the silliest most immature friends. We throw rainbow drops at each other and laugh. But most importantly i could trust them with anything. I can be me without the worries.

Now i feel i fit in. And i'm sure they aren't gonna run out on me...